Todays weight:  92.6 !! Yeah!!

Thats means I have lost just a smidge over 20kg's since my heaviest weight of 113kg back all those years ago in Nov 2005. Its taken me ages but I think Fiji is finally the kick in the arse I need to get motivated properly. I think I'll actually be wearing bathers on the trip in Oct and feeling proud of my body! Never though I'd actually think that.

I'm feeling awesome and everyone is noticing now which is nice. I'm fitting back into clothes that I haven't worn for years and just realised that I"m the lightest I've been since before I met Glen and started this job over 5 years ago so thats a pretty good achievement for me :)

I'll be back officially on Friday for weigh in (or close to anyway).

Going good still, apart from a few mishaps at 'dinner parties' but no big deal.

PS _ My Brother and Sister In-Law welcomed the most beautiful baby girl into the world recently and I couldn't be happier to get such a gorgeous little niece !!!!!!! YAY :) A ripper little newphew and now a little princess too - very spesh!!

I'm not sure why, I excercised a bit (but not lots) and I ate really well and counted my points. Oh well, better luck this week hopefully. I'm still motivated for Fiji though so no slacking off!!

My current weight is 94.5kg - where did the 95's go?? Shhhh... No one tell them they were skipped cos I don't want to see them!!

I managed to do 2 x treadmill work this week but that was about it for the excercise this week, I actually rang for 14 mins straight on it. That felt awesome I tell ya. Totalled about 30 mins each time with walk/jog bursts when I could.

Food wise had a great week and my scales were kind to me becuase of this.

FIJI HERE I COME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Its funny, I have never bought bikini's always a one piece and as I was walking past a shop the other day I saw a heap of bikini tops out the front for $2 each  - how cheaps that. So usually I'd keep walking but I decided that when I go to Fiji there wont be much in the shops bathers wise so I grabbed about 5 tops (ranging from skimpy string type to crop/sports bra type) - for $10 bucks why wouldnt ya. Sooooo there is my inspiration - I'd love to be able to wear them when I'm at Fiji. Whether I'll have a bikini body after loosing 30+ kg's I dont know (fingers crossed for no saggy belly) but we'll just have to wait n see.

Weighed in at 96.1kg - how rapped am I - very!!!

Clothes feeling looser, skin looking clear and fresh, and feeling great overall.

My eating has been really good - both at work and at home, I'm drinking no coke or soft drinks as I've replaced them with water or low joule cordial.

As long as I manage to keep this week as good I'll be in for another good loss next week hopefully :) --- still super excited about Fiji - even though its ages away, it just sticks in the back of my mind that I'll be wandering around in shorts/singlets/bathers all the time I'm there so I god damn wanna look good when I'm doing it. And more so, feel good too!!

I now have some extra motivation. Yesterday Glen (my fiance) and I were invited to join friends of ours on a 7-10 day trip to Fiji in October this year. I have never been overseas (or even to QLD!!) and Glen hasn't been there either so we both jumped at the chance. This means I will need to be looking half decent in bathers by then, if not, I will not enjoy myself and I will not allow that to happen.

I was already planning on getting serious again since its the New year but this has just made it even more obvious that its time to do it. I can do it, I know how to do it, I just need to do it. Sooo No more excuses, I must be "Fit & Fabulous For Fiji" - my new moto!!

I officially weighed in on Friday morning 4th Jan at 99.2kg

I have updated my measurements page and also fat photo's page with new pics all done same day.

I have also joined the new 12 week New Year Challenge @ LITS

Let the weight loss begin!! FIJI here I come!!!!!!!!!!!!

I was so good too, counted and tracked daily, didnt go over at all, but granted I didn't do much excercise but I didnt that week before and still lost 1.5kg, oh well.

I was pissed off with that loss this morning so I ate 3 fizzer lollies, that are kinda like a redskin type bar with fizzy stuff in them, dont know what the points are but they'd be pretty high, I have probably blown my daily allowance today but its the start of the week and we all have our little blowouts. I will eat vegies tonight to try and compensate, Just had a chicken souvlaki for lunch at about 8.5 points, high but oh so yummy. Will count and be strict again from tomorrow onwards and I plan to step up the excercise lots this week to help.

I would dearly love to lose at least 0.9kg this week which would bring me to under 95kg and put me closer to the 80's than the 100's !!!!!!

Will try by hardest to reach this goal, I am worth it.

Down to 96kg and feeling great. I am really loving being back on track and can't wait til next weigh in in a weeks time... bring on the 95's...... or lower even....

Oh and my new love at the moment... Mountain Bread!! Its be best thing since sliced bread!! haha. Only 1 point per slice and I'm having 2 slices for lunch each day at work, with chilli chutney spread, lettuce, tomato and i swap between ham and shaved chicken breast and sometimes add cheese. 2 wraps totally fill me up and the points value for a lunch like this is super low which is great!!! I only stated eating them this last week and it obviously paid off cos i lost 1.5kg so i'm rapt.

Didn't do any official excercise but I did horse ride 4 times this week and also spent sunday down the back paddock and picked up by hand a full trailer load of wood so that was a great workout let me tell you! Will try and do it again this weekend as it really got me working!

I make sure I get up every 15 mins and walk to the photocopier or something, every half hour I do neck and shoulder rolls, I make a point of going out of the office at lunchtime just to change my body postion, my monitor is high and perfectly in line with my eyes and I sit up straight etc... NONE OF THIS HELPS !!!!! ARGH!!!!! Shtting me so much. Hmph. I'll stop winging now, there are many people out there with a lot more pain then me!

Winge officially over.

On a lighter note, I'm doing great following the points plan again. I'm just weighing at home, not going to meetings as i cant really afford it at the moment and to be honest I dont have the time (or more the energy). But am happy and ready to tackly week 2 of my 'back on track ww plan'.

PS - CATH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! - my email's    breebie89@hotmail.com

PLEASE EMAIL ME CHICKY :) !! 

I sent you one about 2 weeks ago to your work email but never hear back?? did you quit?? Gimme goss baby, what ya been up to?