Delicate as a rose

     You are.

Innocent as a babe

     You are.

Pure as crystal

     You are.

Gentle as a breeze

     You are.

Warm as the sun

     You are.

Calm as a lake

     You are.

Beloved as a God

     You are.

Sharp as a thorn

     I am.

Virulent as a viper

     I am.

Tainted as a murderer

     I am.

Violent as a storm

     I am.

Icy as the snow queen

     I am.

Turbulent as the ocean

     I am.

Deceitful as the devil

    I am.

Wow! No blogs in three months... Amazing! Before, I can't last a week without posting a blog... You can say am a blog addict, i love to write and read other people's blog... That's how I got to meet other people who later became good friends...

Recently, a big change happened in my life... I no longer go to the my most dreaded place on earth which other people call the workplace... I refer to it as the 'graveyard' technically and figuratively... Now I am free, free as a bird... I get to spend more time with my family and friends, with the people I love... I can say that being out of that place restored my spirits...

I won't say that I have regrets working in that place... No, definitely not... I got to meet great people, I met people from all walks of life... I learned how to deal with different types of people... I met some i liked, some I admired, some i hated but over all, it was a good experience... Somehow that place helped me grow up, mature and change some of my views... I was able to face some fears and conquer them... Leaving that place was bittersweet... bitter because i left people who became dear to me... sweet because, how am i supposed to describe it, it's like being freed from a chain that bound me to pains and aches...

Sometimes when I look back, memories flood me... good memories, bad memories... I miss my lamp post... waaaaaa... i miss the times i talk to it, pour out my emotions... My lamp post will always be a part of my memory, a friend i will never see again but forever will remain in my heart... My lamp post, a beloved friend who comforted me and offered solace... I miss you my dear friend... I know we'll never see each other again, but you will always be with me... If ever I will be stuck in a place where there is no one i could turn to, I'll think of you and i'll find peace...

Waw!!! It's been a long time since i last posted a blog... well, what can I say... been busy... been too busy being happy... haha...

it's not that I am happy right now... more of i'm tired... very very tired... starting monday i've only slept for about 3 hours only... tsk tsk tsk... i'm probably burning the candle on both ends... i work from 8pm - 5am... attend my class at 8:10am - 3:30pm straight no breaks... back to work again at 8... at least on tths my class starts 10:10 but... sigh ... ends at 4:50 which leaves very little time for me to rest before going to work again...

i wanna go waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!

Today it may be hard to get an overview of life -- don't obsess about little things.

Definition:  Overview -  A general survey or summary.

Hmmmm... reading horoscopes again... can you really get an overview of life?  I don't think so...  one cannot summarize life in one hour, or two, or three... it will take a lifetime to get an overview of a lifetime...  ewan lang... life is too complicated to be summarized... or rationalized even...  that is where my mistake lies...  i thought i had life figured out...  i need to do this do that in order to get to this or that...  but it's not that easy, nor is it simple...  along the way i encounter this or that that makes me deviate from my plans...  I commit mistakes here and there making me miss out on my real goal...  i sometimes wish that life could be as simple as following troubleshooting steps...  and if only I can call a number whenever there needs to be troubleshooting in my messed up life...  hayz...  but then if life is simple as following a guide, it's like not living at all...  like in the movie Click you are in automated state...  nabuhay pa ako...  maybe ang masasabi ko lang, life is not made to be simple para naman di automatic lahat...  para kahit papano may thrill... may twist...  ewan...  di ko alam...  ang alam ko lang nahihirapan ako sa daan na pinili ko... the goals are there pero parang sobrang daming obstacles...  hayz... 

WANTED:  Life tech support...

Aryt... this may be plagiarism but am gonna post it anyways... we just had an interesting discussion about Murphy's law earlier in my Religion class...  my instructor was late because of the following reasons:

1.  His alarm did not ring and woke up 30 minutes before his class...
2.  His heater is broken...
3.  One of the passengers in the jeepney he was riding on the way to school had a pregnant passenger and it so happened it was her due date... errrmmm for lack of better terms... they had to rush her to the hospital...
4.   Suma total: He was 15 minutes late... hehehe...

well anyways, we ended up talking bout badlucks instead of our topic for that day: History of the Church... lucky for me... hehe... am not a religious person... it was really interesting so i researched on Murphy's law and came across this:

Murphy's Love Laws

1. All the good ones are taken.
2. If the person isn't taken, there's a reason. (corr. to 1)
3. The nicer someone is, the farther away (s)he is from you.
4. Brains x Beauty x Availability = Constant.
5. The amount of love someone feels for you is inversely proportional to how much you love them.
6. Money can't buy love, but it sure gets you a great bargaining position.
7. The best things in the world are free --- and worth every penny of it.
8. Every kind action has a not-so-kind reaction.
9. Nice guys(girls) finish last.
10. If it seems too good to be true, it probably is.
11. Availability is a function of time. The minute you get interested is the minute they find someone else.

Hehehehehe...